8 months of training
and it all comes down to this
18 of us,
3 got out of course.
The blood, sweat, tears, joy and suffering.
This is where it ends?

I can never comprehend what it feels like.
the look in your eyes,
when nobody would help you,
you are alone,
nobody beside you
but only your shadow.

sorry you couldn't make it
sorry i couldn't stand by your side
looking at you
i realised that being an officer
was no easy feat
looking at you
i saw where i stood
the true meaning
of water under bridge

now learn all you can
because when you come out
this is where i stand