-Cougar Warrior

Can't believe, frigging POP-ded omg.
9 weeks in a flash
i made lots of friends
made lots of mistakes
learnt lots of lessons

Holy crap i still can't believe it.
I'm friggin shagged but i can't sleep.
Till now I still feel like i'm back at that moment
holding my jockey cap
waiting to throw it.

Ladies and gentlemen,presenting to you the
Trainnneeeedddddd SOLDIERS!!!

Ahhh.... right now, i just want to blog forever

I can still remember the day of enlistment
i was burning with strong flame eager to perform
waiting for my turn to shine.
I laid low profile for a few weeks
slowly rising
i shown my potential
i got far
my friends like me
i like them too

i can remember my passion right then
somehow
after the appointment as platoon IC
and slowly, and slowly
my passion fades
my motivation drops
i fucked it up man
Ha!

I just couldn't do it
hmmmm....

The day before my passing out parade
my 2nd lieutenant asked me if he chose the correct platoon best
from the bottom of my heart, i said yes, he did choose the right one
He earned it
someday i will too

But nonetheless
i've achieved my goals for my BMT
i've done my best
i truly have
the standard of cougar is that high
i couldn't make it

I'm not a boy anymore








yes, got alot of photos to post on fb tml.
and lots of botak heads to tag.